18.2.05
Going to malaysia tomorrow. Coming back on Monday. Going to miss school and training. I just can't understand why im not happy about going at all. I really felt like crying when I heard it. And I just dont know why. At least Ipoh horfun is there for me to eat.

Scrwewed up zi wo jie shao after escaping it for 3 days. I left my whole homework file in the music room and only discovered when the bell rang so I had to make up the speech on the spot and couldn't think of much too say. And that part was so embarrasing...everyone was laughing.

We are so suai. We have chinese and science both on Tuesday. And story telling maybe. I really hope I can cope. I have to cram in the studying in malaysia. I am so not looking forward.

I guess I just have to let it go. I know its a waste after trying so hard but im trying to accept that fact. And im starting to like the alternative too. Anyway I really dont have much I want to say now. bye.
Friday, February 18, 2005

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